BOO!

I have to say, this by far is the best Halloween.

Ninja costume... simple, yet it was cool (:

Saw manny today, lol went ninja status and jumped out of no where :D

Went with Aristotle too! Hehee, fun, fun.

Kim & Jess were so cute[:

I got nothing for UNICEF from trick or treating.

But got a lot at the Halloween party I went to afterwards. (x

My back is itching, wtf.

Updating.

Hey love, I did read it. Don't worry. My mind is confusing. Don't stress yourself over it. Sorry I haven't talked much. I just have so many things going on right now.

Lets update my latest life problems:

I got in major trouble last weekend. So I'm grounded, for the first time, my friend thinks that fighting my other friend would resolve their stupid complications, my grades are so bad- at least I'm raising it a little, my parents don't freaken trust me, my friends are slowly drifting away, piano pisses the shit out of me and i keep getting F's and getting @ by my teacher, I'v been way behind in the guitar songs, cello is so hard to play considering I have tiny fingers so i get bitched at by my teacher every day, and dude, I'm just plain sleepy. *yawn.

I haven't blogged in a while. And this is the perfect time to blog again.

I wish I had my own little advisor. Someone who would know exactly how I'm feeling and can help me with my stupid problems. And the worse part is, my problems are things that I shouldn't even worry about. I mean, two people. Two different minds. But once they meet up in the middle, the blame is all on me.I don't like my friends fighting. I don't want to hear about a rivalry. Even though I have this problem too, I don't want others to suffer. It kills me so badly. I don't like hearing lies. Especially when I don't know who's telling the truth. Especially when the begging comes in. Guilt tripping me makes it worse. It takes time to gain my trust. It's stupid how I get so confused about what's happening around me. Isn't school a learning environment? Where our goal is to get to college, and get a fucking life?! But no, it's just trouble. My parents are plain clueless about the reality of school. It's more than learning, way more. 

& eh, i dont feel like writin anymore, bye blog.

Think About It

I noticed, that if I think about something I want, it makes me want it even more. 

But then if i know I'm not going to get it, then I won't search for it as much.

LOL, I'm so confusing, xD

Thursday(=

Saw Hoang and Manny.

So I'm happy (:

100 things i strongly dislike:

1. liars.

2. people who lie for there own advantage

3. cheaters

4. stubborn people

5. people's who don't listen to me

6. reading

7. books

8. milk

9. ditchers

10. people who ignore me purposely

11. people who take advantage of others

12. selfish people

13. cats

14. scary movies

15. anything scary

16. fake jewelry

17. cheap stuff

18. posers

19. techno ><

20. learning

21. old stuff

22. smelly stuff

23. wide shirts...

24. chain mails

25. teachers who choose favorites

26. strict teachers

27. mrs powers T.T

28. asian music

29. manga

30. anime

31. maple story addicts

32. spoilers

33. homework

34. people who back talk

35. people who talk behind other's backs

36. piano

37. people who boast

38. heavy books

39. yummy food that have a whole mess of calories D:<

40. unsharp knives

41. ugly pictures

42. going to a store with no one else & workers ask you for help

43. pretty clothes that are uber expensive D:<<

44. my hair

45. split ends

46. wannabes

47. TOM

48. hackers

49. when its too hot or too cold

50. pretty shoes with huge heals

51. uber duber tall people D:

52. fail photostickers x)

53. asian parents

54. ugly shoes

55. algebra 2/ trig

56. cinnamon

57. when my feet or hands are cold

58. being a loner

59. dead things :[

60. professional people ! ahaha.

61. people who glare o_o

62. heartbreakers

63. loud sounds while i'm trying to do homework

64. lazy people

65. bad scents

66. people who where wayy to much perfume

67. cheap perfume

68. promise breakers

69. people who need to get a room instead of making out and basically having kinky sex in public

70. people who only know how to grind at dances

71. dumb pepo ._.

72. random phone calls from strangers

73. my parents nagging me

74. people who talk uer quiet

75. people who bug me when im listening to music

76. people who bug when im doing ANYTHING.

77. when my internet lags

78. when AIM lags

79. people who are mean to freshmen

80. bullies who pick on poor asian kids

81. smelly lotion

82. awkward silences

83. mean looks

84. ugly drawings

85. crab...

86. small malls

87. when stores don't have the shoes i want in my size

88. hobos scare me :[

89. slutty bitches

90. coloring -_-

91. love songs<3

92. uncensored music that my parents understand

93. overly confident people

94. when my nose turns red or is cold !

95. guys who act like sissy girls

96. messy things

97. my ugly writing

98. myself

99. i hate that i love you

100. I hate internal conflicts where my guts won't let me do what i want, yet I know its teh right thing to do.

As you can see, I don't like a lot of things...

I'm blinded by looks  only.

eh.

Mooooving On.

My name is Sophia, 

and I am happy (:

hahhaha, thats so lame x)

Douche.

Fckin douchebag who doesn't care about anyone's feelings.

You can just let go of someone and expect them to be fine.

You may be ok, BUT IM NOT.

So if i ignore you, then let it be.

Your friends don't need to call you a dick.

YOU SHOULD KNOW YOU.

That was nice.

Thank you Calvin and Chris for making me feel a lot better.

Today was fun.

After guitar an piano, went to Bolsa Grande & met up with Kim, Calvin, and Chris.

I was a kinda.... really late though. But eh, they're okay. :D

It took me and Calvin 30 minutes to sing a 3 minute song.. hehe. (:

I have bad memory, but that was still fun.

I can't believe I actually sang though, lol.

Kim left then we headed to Tastea.

It was intersting walking there (x

Stupid chris is crippled and walked uber slow, HAHA [:

So he was being pushed in a cart by Calvin.

They almost died... literally. PWAHAHAHA.(';

Then I wanted to take photostickers. :D

So it was me, calvin, chris and my little brother taking pictures.

And oh yah, I saw Bailey there with her friends, haha.

Trung came to Bolsa Grande by the time we left.

So never met up with him.

After we took photostickers, we went to tastea. Yum(:

After tastea was Carl's Jr.

I took another picture with Calvin, 

but my phone went stupid and deleted it, grr. -.-

We were planning to walk back to Bolsa Grande so 

Calvin can be asian and try moon cake for the first time...

But then my mommy called and i had to leave >;[

Had to go home and get ready for a bday party in LA. woohoo, how fun.

So we left Calvin and Chris at Carl's Jr. 

I'm so nice (:

Well, it was fun. 

Without em, i prolly woulda been at home rotting.

Great to see em again after like.. a month? Haha.

& photosticker pics will be posted when i have time to scan it.

<3 

october2,2009=/

I saw it coming.

I don't like myself.

I can't believe I actually cried.

Hardest i have since a long time.

But I guess, I needed to let it out, right?

Ugh, fml still.

turn up your speakers 

&listen to the song, its good.

Thinking ?

Grr, i still dont understand things. 

wtf.