Thanksgiving break.

Let's sum up my thanksgiving break since I don't feel like doing homework right now. Thursday: My cousins came over. I helped me mom make breakfast for em. Little kids were scattered around my house playing games again, lol. Then I asked my mom to take me to Phuoc Loc Tho since I was bored and needed to get out of the house before I died. So I went, my mom kept seeing poeple she knew. I wanted a new earring for my outliered piercing, and fake earrings are starting an infection D: So i chose a pair, they were so so so so so cute. But it costed too much and the guy was like, "Just get her fake ones." So she made me choose a fake pair. It was cute, the dude wanted 40 for it. It was ten times cheaper then the real ones!-_- But my mom said I lose things to easily, so she walked away and didn't get it for me. SADFACE. That was my adventure @ the asian garden mall. When I got home, I decided to get my hair trimmed, cos I had so many spilt ends :'[ The guy that cut my hair did very well. He cut it exactly how i wanted it. But then I had so many split ends so I got so much of my hair cut off. The long hair, was actually really long; it just wasn't very visible. But yeah, I look bad with short hair. In the evening, I went over to my auntie's place for Thanksgiving dinner. Friday: My mom said I have too many clothes already& my dad got pissed at us for buying too much stuff, so I she wouldn't let me go shopping with her. But I went to the block with Susan instead. David couldn't go. :'[ But I got quality time with my cousin, LOL. We shopped, I spent more than I should have x_x & Jimmy came around 1:30? He called John, he couldn't go. So I was stuck with Jimmy. I chose most of the things he bought. He's an ass [: BUt anyways, SAW NEW MOON. Susan and I kept laughing. O_O" Taylor Laughter! :] Then my mom called, she got pissed for staying out so long. -_-" Got home, ate dinner, quiet family. Bleh. :p SATURDAY: Normal routine. Cept no tutoring. Glasses, omg, I look bad with glasses. Anyways~~Had a different dinner party @ other auntie's. Came home @ 11? And I was flippin tired. But then by the time i got home and showered, i didn't feel like sleeping anymore. So got on my laptop. Barely anyone was online. Ended up talking to Tam for a bit. FOUND OUT HE HATES MILK TOO! lol. & went to bed @ 1:30. SUNDAY: No viet school today. I woke up from Quynh's phone call. Talked. She was happy, :] Cleaned my room. Entirely. My mom's going to the mall today, and once again won't let me come. Grrrr. Now I'mma do homework, practice instruments, and going to other-other auntie's for dinner tonight. Haven't seen Katie for a week. And Emmy since forever. Hahaaa.

I need more hangers.. O_o 

Learning.

Might make a cover.

 Maybe. 

If my voice doesn't come out so gay.

I WANNA GO SHOPPING.

GRADES ARE COMING.

Which means I'm going to die.

So if you don't see me at school, then you know why.

D:

One more day of school, and I'm FREEEEE, for only a few days.

Can't wait till winter break. Grr.

I wanna see New Moon even though people say it sucks balls.

Still wanna see it. -_-"

Huy's party this weekend?

Thanksgiving party @ auntie's on friday.

Think I'ma stay home friday.

BLACK FRIDAY, and im not shopping -_-"

Cuz daddy yelled at my mom for shopping too much.

So i have to wait...

ANYWAYS, I'm in a good mood [:

Don't kill it.

waiting for November 20, 2013.

omfg.

Yeah, I'm too chicken to put your names.

Figure it out.

1. You the promise you made to me.

2. You, also broke the promise you made.

3. Why would you make others do it if you said you wouldn't?

4. My parents are pissed at me, idk why.

5. The damn school called my mom telling her I ditched 1st, which I didn't.

6. Thanks for leaving me with all the work -_-"

7. I hate school.

Ugh.

I trust people too easily. Ugh.

Ouch.

It hurts to be replaced.

November 20, 2013

New goal that will take four long years:

When I'm 18, which is in four years, 

John Teves and I will meet up for coffee on this exact day (:

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Lost with you.

"I'm feeling lost in love but do I really wanna be found?"

 -Tje Austin

Without you I'm lost.

But with you, I still can't find that path.

It's that feeling again. The find of feeling that is expressed in songs. Where it can be changed, but you're the only one who can control it. It's hard. Thoughts dominate & it just feels like there is a hole that is impossible to mend. Is it jealousy? Or just selfishness? The search for myself is still in process. How do I think I found you, when I haven't even found myself yet? In my heart I know that I can't get away from you. I don't want a come and go kinda of thing. Once I got you, I have you forever. No one else's. As selfish as I sound, that's just how it's gonna be. Yet, I don't think its possible. It doesn't seem possible? I'm so confused. How could a mind so young be in such deep thought? Like my mommy always tells me, "A kid is always trying to act mature and be like an adult. But adults are always wishing they are still kid, where life is simple with no worries. Where everything is taken care of, and all you have to do is play along." My mom would say that over and over. To any problem I have, that can apply to it. When I think about it, how come I'm not proving that theory? Why not drop everything and move on? I'm still a kid? According to her, I should just drift through life... I'm making things way more complicated than they are. I worry about the smallest things. I believe every superstitious thing out there and attempt to fix my wrongs. Making rights isn't as easy as it seems. Should I forget about it? I mean, if I don't, I just go through this over and over. Like life put on replay. Just not as positive as it sounds. There are things I know I should have said, yet I don't.  And here I am complaining about something that's my own fault. Bleh, I don't even think i make any sense. So Im'a stfu now before I spill something that shouldn't be said. Things are better off not told?

11/16/09

Got the best birthday gift ever.

David Duong- Est. November 16, 2009. 

♥♥♥

Thank you to every who wished me happy birthday. :]

& today had its ups and downs.

I'm guessing you heard some shit went down, right?

If you believe rumors, then that's your own problem.

Well, lets get it straight.

I don't want to mess with anyone for any reason.

Don't wanna go into details. 

Btw, Happy birthday Kevin Pham.

And tomorrow, happy early birthday Hoang Bui.

And soon, happy early birthday to Calvin Nguyen.

And next week happy early birthday to Trung Pham.

And also soon, happy early birthday to Gaby Chavez.

Goodbye.

Waiting for Nov 16.

Don't think my smile could get any bigger ( :

44<3

I don't know how to tell you.

<3(:

HYPER.

LOL This morning I was like so hyper. LOL...

Quynh was like wtf?

& today was actually a good day.

I felt like running today o___o"

HAHA, but yeah.

Right now Im pretty chill too (:

Things are coming together, he talks to me now.

Although they still hate each other.

Afterschool was fun, LOL.

THE END. short blog, oh well. lalalalalaaa[:

Go away.

When I see those pictures, tears flow.

When I hear those songs, flashbacks come.

When I read those words, my heart aches.

When I talk to you, I miss those times.

When I think of you, I can't stop.

When I sleep, I want to wake up screaming.

All because of you.

    I don't want this, I know I don't want this.

Everything draws back to you, and I don't get why.

I want it to stop.

Read.

Why are you ignoring me? 

I just want you.

Theres something I gotta say to you

But im so afraid of what you'll do

ohhhh

I'll just admit this to you now

That Im stuck on you like glue somehow

ohhhh

Don't wanna feel so cold inside

I wanna feel the warmth that I feel with you all the time

Surrounding me just like the wind

Cuz youre the one who makes me sing

Help me find myself 

like how I found you

ohhh

I need you so we can live happily too

ohhh

I just want you x2

I wanna go out with you tonight

A picnic with candlelight

I might just hold you tight

Tell me you wanna be my queen

If not its ok a princess seems just my 

type I promise I'll be there tonight

I wanna keep you warm in winter's white

And in the summer walks on beach sound nice

I need you now

 to talk with on the phone for hours at a time

Baby I just want you to be mine all mine

Help me find myself like how I found you oh 

I need you so we can live happily too ohh

I just want you

I wanna be ur valentine , 

ur Christmas wish, ur pickup line

I wanna be the one who knows about ur 

friends and foes and the tv shows you love

Look above the stars spell out ur name 

with an exclamation point at the end of the day 

ur the one who makes me say

Help me find myself like how I found you oh 

I need you so we can live happily too ohh

Today.

Today had it's ups and downs.

Goods of the day:

1. I got 100 pounds off my shoulder, so I won't be bugged anymore.

2. Things kinda are getting back to normal.

3. Didn't get my ass kicked today, yay...

4. "I wanna be your Valentine, your Christmas wish, your pick up line"

Now the shit of the day:

1. QIUT BEING A PUSSY; COME CLEAN & TELL ME. My gosh. -_-

2. I keep eating junk food, D;

3. I have so much history homework. Fml. This is what I get for procrastinating.

Shit.

SUPER AWKWARD DAY.

the end.

Fairytale.

Don't you wish life was a fairy tale?

Those stupid love stories make it seem so easy to get through life.

Why is it that everything i do hurts someone.

Anyone, everyone, including you.

I don't like seeing people like this.

I don't wanna see my friends getting hurt cause of me.

And right now, its killing me to know that I've basically ripped out the hearts of 5 people and I'm sorry.

Still Wondering.

Is it something I do?

Did I change?

Why can't you tell me things?

Do you not trust me anymore?

How come it seems so different?

I can't tell you my life, 

cos I can hardly get through it,

so why do you expect so much from me?

"I watch the night turn light blue.

But it's not the same without you, 

Because it takes two to whisper quietly, 

The silence isn't so bad, 

Till I look at my hands and feel sad, 

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly."